Since 1983. 30 and over it. Model behavior. Golden Girl. Hypochondriac. Hot Mess. Writer. Redhead. Mental Case. General Asshole.

"Now excuse me, while I play the grand piano."

 

prettyboyshyflizzy:

makesmyheartsmile:

wearethetay:

wearethetay:

My sister keeps coming into the room and doing this.

Why.

The world needs to see this.

The laughing is the killer

why she laugh like she got an eye patch and is tryna take over the world

Let’s talk about the most obnoxious shit I have ever seen before in my life. 

I have had to fight and claw my way into “big girl” responsibilities at work, and still, when I make mention that I want to travel and produce, I get blown off. 

Enter the new girl, nearly ten years my junior, working here 3 months. She is now being trained to produce. 

My employers think I am a “loose cannon”. They think I am stupid enough to behave like a moron in front of clients, and that I will say something “wrong” to the “wrong person”. 

I have for a long time suspected that they were actually blocking me from advancing, and I felt for a long time that they were because there was something about me they didn’t like, or they they thought “I wasn’t good enough”. 

Now I realize it is also because they think I am a stupid moron that hasn’t you know, been working in a professional atmosphere for ten years or has a college degree or knows how to “work with people”. 

They mentioned once before that I don’t have the “experience”. 

NEITHER DOES THE NEW GIRL. 

Her production experience comes from film. She was a production assistant on two videos for a website. She has no idea what she is doing. 

THAT”S WHY THEY”RE TEACHING HER TO DO IT. 

I’m aggravated beyond belief at these people to the point where I want to fire my “loose cannon” right out the door and never come back. 

The new girl is someone’s daughter. Nepotism at it’s finest. Bias at it’s finest. Even though I am allowed to do digital production, I get 1-2 meetings a month, only during office hours, compared to everyone else’s 5-6. 

I get nickled and dimed when I hand in my payroll sheets for these things. 

I am both Disgusted and Offended and INSULTED with these people. 

Supposedly I was all set to be traveling but then they noticed I wasn’t in a good mood (MAYBE BECAUSE I HATE MY JOB AND LIFE) so they decided not to ask me. 

I don’t know whether or not I believe that, but regardless, give me a break. 

I will ask once more. I will sit down ONE MORE TIME and express my desires to become a more integral part of this office, company and team. 

If I am blown off again, I will describe how I feel. Then I will go back to work, quietly biding my time as an unhappy employee while seeking other work. 

I need to build a CAREER. All of this came out of my mouth during the interview process. Has not stopped coming out of my mouth the entire year and 5 months I have been here. At first I thought that I just had to put in my dues, but then I realize that is not the reason at all if it would take this girl hired to do MARKETING AND SALES to be trained to do what I was hired for a year and 5 months ago after only 3 months.

In the meantime, I called my recruiter. I’ve been working on my resume. I want out. I feel extremely childish and incredibly stupid but I have been handed the shit end of the stick since starting here and I can no longer live paycheck to paycheck for two weeks at a time because they don’t think I am worth the money, when I KNOW i can go somewhere else and make more, I just need the opportunity to come up. 

I whole heartedly despise the people I work for and with, because they are all a pack of liars and NONE of them have my back. 

Sick to my stomach now. Honestly. 

Do you remember how this first begun?
Teeth were white and our skin was young
Eyes as bright as the Spanish Sun
We had nothing we could hide

Now my dear we are two golden leaves
Clinging desperately to winter trees
Got up here like a pair of thieves
While the sirens blare outside

What’s left to say when every word’s been spoken?
What’s left to see when our eyes won’t open?
What’s left to do when we’ve lost all hope and
What’s left to break when our hearts are broken?

But sometimes…

Do you remember how this started out?
So full of hope and now we’re filled with doubt
A dirty joke we used to laugh about
But it’s not funny anymore

I fear I choke unless I spit it out
Still smell of smoke, although the fire’s gone out
Can’t live with you, but I die without

What’s left to say when every word’s been spoken?
What’s left to see when our eyes won’t open?
What’s left to do when we’ve lost all hope and
What’s left to break when our hearts are broken?

But sometimes…

What’s left to say when every word’s been spoken?
What’s left to see when our eyes won’t open?
What’s left to do when we’ve lost all hope and
What’s left to break when our hearts are broken?

But sometimes…

burritobaby:

king-klassic:

yggdrasill—:

inedible-you:

I really don’t care what kind of blogs you have, This deserves a reblog

man the last image really got me..

This is important fuck your petty bullshit

I love this

(Source: rubaiyatxcix)

This is my grandmother Doris. On Sunday, she was admitted to JFK Medical Center, thinking she had a stroke. On Monday it was discovered that she has three brain tumors, which have caused her brain to swell and are affecting her cognitive abilities. She can’t really talk, and she does not recognize who we are. She is sick, scared, and hurting. It is still not clear what if any treatment will be available that she can have. I never post things like this. If you know/follow me you know. But this woman is so special to me, and I love her something fierce. I’m asking that prayers, thoughts, and positive vibes, whatever be sent her way.

This is my grandmother Doris. On Sunday, she was admitted to JFK Medical Center, thinking she had a stroke. On Monday it was discovered that she has three brain tumors, which have caused her brain to swell and are affecting her cognitive abilities. She can’t really talk, and she does not recognize who we are. She is sick, scared, and hurting. It is still not clear what if any treatment will be available that she can have. I never post things like this. If you know/follow me you know. But this woman is so special to me, and I love her something fierce. I’m asking that prayers, thoughts, and positive vibes, whatever be sent her way.

killoyatthedisco:

esotericbeefarmer:

polyturtles:

polyturtles:

polyturtles:

It’s 11:30 pm and I need raw cookie dough like I need air in my lungs.

I’m gonna do it. I’m gonna drive to Wal-Mart at midnight in my pajamas and buy a roll of cookie dough because I’m an adult with my own money who gets to make his own decisions.

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Yes.

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Hell yes.

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Hell.

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Fucking.

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Yes.

I am so, so proud of you.

I want to be like this when I’m older

SHAME ON YOU FOR NOT BUYING THE GRANDS AND BAKING THEM WHILST EATING COOKIE DOUGH 

Middle Class Problems

lifehacksandfacts:

(LOL) #5 He Bought A Jeep?

We know it might be hard, but hold your head high young lady! Don’t let your middle class woes get you down. We might need to label this one “#ungrateful”.

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IM SORRY BUT JEEPS COST AS MUCH AS ANY OF THOSE